PERCHED ON THE RIDGE of the red tile roof of La Biblioteca Nacional de México, next
door to the Real y Pontificia Universidad de México, and across the
street from the south entrance to Status Civitatis Vaticanæ or in Lingua, the Vatican
City or City of God, Asa Stern,
a cadet major in the Black Robes’ military academy, smelled rain.
Leaning forward over the roof’s ridge,
he watched bruised clouds gather in the north, then roll south toward the
mile-high plateau, where he and the rest of the population of the Pope’s City
of God waited.
A sizzling crackle of lightening and the
smell of ozone filled the air, as he pulled back from the ridge and stretched
out. “I can use the storm to cover my escape,” he mumbled.
Below his hiding place and across the
rough, red cobble-stoned alley, in the lengthening shadows of the three-story
law school, two of his cadet classmates waited with drawn daggers for him to leave
the library and return to school before
his leave was over. Sunday was their day to hunt the half-breed Argyll, who
polluted the purity of their school.
At an hour before closing, four hours
before curfew at his school, the racist aristos
knew from past experience that
the blue-skinned half-breed would be on his way back to school. A victim
of his own discipline, each Saturday and Sunday for the past year, Stern worked on
his entrance thesis for admittance into the War College and then ran the
gauntlet his enemies set for him on Sunday night.
He was the only one in their class with
such ambition and it was just another excuse for them to hate him. He knew that
if he were late and missed curfew, the school might expel him or maybe the War
College would refuse him entrance. If things got out of hand and they killed
him, then so much the better for them. For six years they had harassed him,
bullied him, punched him and terrorized him. But time was running out for all
of them. Graduation was a month away and the Argyll would either escape into
the War College as an ensign or into the Army as a Brevet Lieutenant.
Each time over the years when he thought
they had him, something intervened: sometimes he eluded them and sometimes the
school took his side against them. No matter what happened, their anger had now
reached new levels of frustration. Carlos Mendez, the one responsible for the
continued abuse and harassment, had begun to wonder out loud who or what was
protecting the Argyll. “He should be living in the barrio like all of his kind, not attending classes with some of the
richest scion in all of La Ciudad,” he often said to his schoolmates, loud
enough for Asa to hear.
Now, from the roof, Stern heard Juan
Guttmann call out to Mendez, “Rain is coming. I think we missed him.”
“We didn’t miss him,” said Mendez. “He
is still in there studying away like the grinding little puke he is.”
Fat cold drops of rain splattered
sporadically on the cobblestones to contradict Mendez. “Damn,” he hissed,
moving closer to the building to seek shelter under its eaves. He knew, just as
Stern did, that if his uniform were wet when he arrived from weekend leave, it
would be a demerit. And he already had too many of those; he was close to being
expelled from the school, and if he were expelled again, he might not graduate.
And if he didn’t graduate, his father, a colonel in the Imperial Lancers would
punish him severely. So Mendez moved out
of the shadows and shook his head, demonstrating the incipient rage he felt
against the Argyll. “This is entirely his fault,” he muttered. “I hate that puta.”
Lightening split the black clouds that
now hung low over the zocalo, followed
almost immediately by thunder that shook the tiles on the roofs. Clouds opened
and drenched the three cadets.
Asa shivered and pulled his hood over
his head. Unlike the two below, he wore a dark green cape over rough, homespun
Argyll clothing. Unlike his classmates, he had changed out of his uniform upon
leaving the school on Friday afternoon. Wearing mufti was against the rules but
he thought it necessary.
Several months before, when Mendez and
his henchmen almost caught him on the street near the library, he realized the
struggle between them was escalating. They were no longer hazing him in good
fun as they did other schoolmates; instead, the bullying had taken a nasty and
often violent turn. So he changed his routine and viewed the conflict as a real
war that he had to win. Part of that war involved stealth and subterfuge.
Mendez stamped his feet and signaled for
Guttmann to follow him. Stern remained on the roof, watching them running down
the narrow alley to the main artery leading into the zocalo, where they would try and find a rickshaw to take them back
to the school. But with this rain that would be nigh impossible.
When he was certain they were gone, he
started off over the roof, bending low, watching each step. Over the last few
weeks he had mapped out an escape route from the library to the nearest metro
station. He slid down a drain pipe and then followed a long alley south that ended
in a fence, which he climbed, worked his way through a tenement, then crossed a
wide street and descended into the metro and caught a train to the zona rosa, the red light district of the
city.
The back wall of the Black Robe School
abutted the boundary between the zone and the military district. With the help
of his friend and mentor, Markus Raab, a history teacher at the school, he had
rented a maid’s room under the eaves of an aged apartment building overlooking
the school’s gardens. Over the last few months, he entered the apartment house
on Friday evening, changed his clothes, and then exited as an indigent Argyll. On
Sunday, he cleaned up, dressed in his uniform and nonchalantly crossed the
narrow street as a cadet.
Today, he pulled on a black oil-skin
cape issued by the Black Robes to wear in inclement weather and exited the back
door, walked around the building to the school’s front gate and saluted the
Duty Officer before he crossed the threshold. As he entered the school a rickshaw stopped at
the front gate and two rain-soaked cadets—Mendez and Guttman—climbed out and
saw him.
Standing under the roof of the guard
house adjacent to the gate, smoking an Azteka
cheroot, Stern watched as the Duty Officer, Lieutenant David Maldonado, issued
the two cadets demerits. Exhaling a puff of the blue smoke of the indio weed, he flicked ash toward
Mendez, who turned toward him and growled. The Duty Officer broke the malicious
spell between the two men by ordering them to their barracks to change into
fresh uniforms. When they were gone, Maldonado said, “Do you think it wise to
taunt them?”
Stern reached into his tunic and
extracted a slim box of indio cheroots
and extended it to Maldonado, who smiled and said, “No thanks. I have my own.” Fishing
a pipe from the pocket of his tunic, he asked for a light. Stern lit a match
off the sole of his boot and then moved toward Maldonado and held the match
over the bowl. Maldonado puffed until the sweet pipe tobacco glowed red and
then indicated for Stern to sit in one of the wooden rockers next to the stone
chimney.
Stern removed his slicker and hung it on
a peg next to the door, returned to the rocker, while Maldonado recorded the
demerits in a leather-bound black book on the Duty Officer’s desk. “You know
they will be coming for you soon?” he said, as he finished his transcription. The
Argyll took a deep drag on his cigar before answering and said, “I figure it
will be tonight.” He extended his long legs and crossed them at his ankle.
“Mendez hates me so much he has begun to lose all perspective. I don’t believe
he has the patience to wait.”
The Lieutenant took a seat in the chair
next to him. “I have made a notation that they were following you today. The
Commandant is well aware of the hazing.”
Stern stopped rocking and threw the butt of his cheroot into the
fireplace. “How do you know that?” he asked, fingering another cigar out of the
box.
“We talked about it. I told him I was
concerned the level of violence was escalating.”
Stern leaned forward and turned toward
the Duty Officer and said, “And he chose to ignore it?”
Maldonado pulled the pipe from his mouth
and responded: “He is not ignoring it but there are only two ways he would
intervene: either you file a written request for an investigation and hearing
or they harm you.”
“And if I filed such a request, my
chances of being accepted at the War College would be non-existent.”
The Duty Officer nodded and added: “You
know the faculty expects cadets to handle their problems. The way in which they
handle these matters reveals their character.”
Stern scratched the skin under his right
eye and then opened his hand and covered his mouth. “What happens if I
challenge them to a duel?”
Maldonado sighed and said, “You know
that dueling is against the code of conduct. You are also aware that dueling in
La Ciudad is a crime punishable by death.”
‘Not in Leone,” Stern said, referring to
the major seaport of Mexico.
“I suppose you could do it there but if
you killed one of them, you would be finished. The army wouldn’t touch you.”
“What about the Black Robes?” he asked,
leaning back in the chair.
“Maybe they would take you. You are one
of our best students and an Argyll; a rare bird they probably could use in
their nefarious intrigues.”
“So you don’t think much of the idea,”
said Stern with a laugh.
Maldonado emptied his tobacco into the
fire and then began refilling the bowl. “You have to come up with something
else. You only have a month before graduation and then you are off to either
the War College or the army and they are on their way to the Lancers.”
“The Lancers,” Stern repeated. “It must
be nice to be rich enough to afford a string of horses?”
Maldonado tapped down his tobacco and then
stood next to the boy and patted him on the shoulder. “The cavalry is for
idiots. If you go into the army, you will join the engineers. That is where the
best students end up. And if you are in the engineers they will send you back
home to Maya-tan to build fortifications.”
“My father was a Black Robe,” he said
dully.
“And so might you be but only as a last
resort.” Maldonado blurted out. “The Black Robes are not for red-blooded men
with a future in front of them.”
“I don’t know,” said the boy. “Sometimes
I don’t think there is a future for a half-breed.”
“As I said, you are one of our best
students. You speak Argyll and lingua. Your father was a Black Robe and your
mother was an Argyll princess. There is value in that.” He shook his head and
asked for another light.
Stern handed him a match and then walked
to the open door and watched water cascading off the steep tile roof of the
school. He followed several minutes of silence with a sigh. Then, he said, “a
lot to think about, Lieutenant. I thank you. But I guess I need to figure out
how I am going to survive the night. After all I am just a poor orphan.”
The Duty officer did not say anything.
He just rocked before the fire because there was really nothing he could say or
do for Moses Stern’s half-breed son.
Suddenly, Asa turned and pulled his
slicker from the peg.” I will see you tomorrow in class, ser.” Pulling the
slicker over his head he plunged into the pouring rain and headed for the
barracks.
As a senior cadet he no longer slept in
the open barracks with his class. Instead, the seniors had their own small
rooms. He felt certain that Mendez and others would attack him in his room
tonight and he planned to be prepared. He could not hide because the Duty
Officer checked the rooms twice each night for head count. He would have to be
there but a thought was planted in his mind as he stood looking at the rain
fall. The embodied voice that had been talking to him since he was
five-years-old said, “You can be there
but not be there. Go to the library and find the book I told you about; find
the Grimoire of Shadow.”
As he walked through the rain toward the
library, he thought about the voice that guided him. He didn’t hear it all the
time; just at those times when he was in danger or when he had to make a
decision that would be life changing. At
first, he thought he was going crazy. Then he had the idea that it was the father’s
voice. But later, when he was twelve, the voice introduced itself as Kokabiel,
a demon from Elysium, the airy plane, and told him that he had been sent by
Moses Stern, his father, to protect him. From then on he tried to elicit
information from the voice about his father but it told him nothing. Most times
it was not even present. Only at times like today did it make itself heard. Nonetheless,
the voice had never failed him in thirteen years; saving him repeatedly from
Mendez and other racist bastards, who hated the blue-skinned Argyll cadet.
The library closed early on Sunday and he
only had an hour. Texts on demonology were stored in the basement in a restricted
area. Other than a general idea of its location, he had no idea how he was
going to retrieve it. He simply relied on the voice to guide him. He had faith
in the demon.
The library was his favorite building on
the campus. Not because of its architectural beauty but because of what it
contained. That was not to say, however, that the school was not beautiful
because it was. Built over seven hundred years ago by order of Benito Juarez,
it was not only one the oldest buildings on the campus but one of the oldest
buildings in La Ciudad.
Before entering he pulled off his
slicker, shook off the rain, then pushed on one of the tall, heavy oak doors
that opened onto a high-ceiling foyer with parquet floors. An attendant, one
of the younger cadets, ran forward and took his rain coat and hung it on a
wooden peg. As he handed him a claim chit, he said, “We are about to close.” Then
he pushed his thick black hair off his face; an obviously nervous gesture.
“Time to get a haircut, Galanos,” said Stern, pulling rank on the young student. “Is Cardenas working tonight?”
“Time to get a haircut, Galanos,” said Stern, pulling rank on the young student. “Is Cardenas working tonight?”
Galanos nodded, “Yes, cadet major. He is
upstairs in the science section stacking books.”
“Would you mind finding him for me?”
asked Stern, walking over to some chairs against the foyer wall to wait for
Cardenas.
Cardenas was one level below Stern but
they had both arrived at the school at about the same time. Both were orphans
and wards of the Black Robes; and, as a consequence, they felt a certain affinity
toward one another.
As he waited for his friend to arrive,
he thought about the first time he had come to the library. His father Moses
Stern had been with him; as well as a Black Robe, one of the teachers, who
acted as their guide. If he remembered correctly his father was tense. The
Black Robes wanted him to do something for them and he had initially refused. Something,
however, changed his mind and he had agreed to travel North on the condition they
allow his son to board at the school while he was away. They agreed and his
father delivered him into the Black Robes’ charge. He never saw his father
again. The official record said Freedmen in the city of Camaron captured and
killed him. Asa had no reason to doubt the report until the voice appeared. According
to the demon his father was still alive and someday he would see him.
Cardenas arrived and shook his hand.
“What can I do for you, Asa?”
Stern rubbed his tongue over his very
white teeth and said with a slight stutter, an affectation which told anyone
listening he was lying. “I need to see a book in the restricted area down
stairs.”
Cardenas’ eyes widened. And like Galanos
he nervously ran his hand through his hair. “You must have written permission
from the head master.”
Stern shrugged and Cardenas said before
he had a chance to continue, ‘But of course you know that. That’s why you have
come to me.”
“I am sorry Raff,” he said, truly
feeling embarrassed he was putting his friend in this awkward situation. “I
wouldn’t ask if it wasn’t a matter of life of death.”
‘Whose life and whose death?” asked
Cardenas with a slight smirk. He thought his friend was exaggerating.
“Mendez and Guttmann have threatened me
and I think they intend to attack me tonight after lights out.”
“Those shits,” said Cardenas with a
sneer. ‘Let’s get them before they get you.”
Stern smiled and said, “no way I‘m
getting you involved; except, of course, by asking you to break the rules and
let me in to the restricted area.”
“How in the hell will a book protect you
from Mendez stabbing you in your sleep?” asked Cardenas with a laugh.
“I know this sounds crazy but I am
looking for a book of spells to set a ward to protect me while I sleep.”
“Holy Mother,” said Cardenas. “You are
right that is crazy and dangerous.” He looked over his shoulder to see if
Galanos had heard them. “If the Black Robes heard you they would have one of
the Inquisitors down here, twisting your fingers and toes.”
“I know that, but I’m desperate. I just
have one month left and then they are off to the cavalry and I am in the War
College.”
Thunder shook the stained-glass windows
and the rain began again. “Damn rainy season,” thought Stern.
Cardenas checked his watch and shook his
head, as he uttered an epithet. “Follow me,” and keep your mouth shut. If anyone
asks what we are doing let me to the talking.”
They passed through glass doors to the
ground floor, pass the circulation desk, and headed toward the rear of the
library to the stairs leading down to the lower levels. An iron door sealed the
lower levels and Cardenas used his keys and then held the door slightly ajar while
Stern passed into darkness.
“A lantern to your left on the top shelf,”
whispered Cardenas, as he entered.
“This is a bit primitive isn’t it?”
muttered Stern, as he fumbled with the glass of a lantern.
Once it was lit, Cardenas allowed the
door to close and pulled a lamp for himself off the shelf. Stern handed him a
match and then started down the stair to the first level of the basement.
Halfway down the stairs, the demon said,
“the Grimoire of Shadows is on the third
lower level.”
“We must go to the third level. The Book
I want is there.”
Cardenas said, “How the Hell did you
know that? The third level is off limits to all students.”
He did not answer; instead, he waited on
the first level to allow Cardenas to lead the way.
On each level, Cardenas lit gas lamps
that illuminated the floors and the thousands of books stored there. On the
third level, however, there was only one library shelf of books, approximately
two hundred volumes inside a wire cage. The remainder of the floor was empty.
Cardenas lit the gas lamps around the
floor that cast an eerie light in the almost empty space.
A solid oak library table and four
chairs stood near the wire cage. Stern dropped his leather book bag onto the
table and then moved to the cage door, as Cardenas opened it.
“Now what?” said Cardenas.
“Good question,” said Stern. “I only
have the title.”
“And it is?” asked Cardenas.
“Grimoire
of Shadows,” whispered Stern, not really understanding why. They were alone
several feet below ground in a locked basement.
“Well, go look for it,” said Cardenas. “I
am not taking one step into that room.”
“What are they?” asked Stern, hesitating
at the door in a feeble hope that the demon
would intervene and point him toward the book and the spell he needed to
protect him from Mendez and Guttmann.
“As I said earlier, they are forbidden texts,
preserved for study by the most holy of our professors. They are not available
to students.”
Stern took a deep breath and crossed the
threshold of the restricted cage. Suddenly the shelf of books was illuminated
and he could see every title clearly. In the distance, he heard the muffled
voice of Cardenas calling him but when he turned he could not see anything outside
the cage, all but the cage was darkness, blacker than any pit of Hell. He stood
in a sphere of light and silence.
He scanned the shelves and noticed the
books were in various languages; some he could read—lingua, Latin and Greek—but
many he only recognized-- German, Italian, French, Farsi, Anglo, Hebrew and
Egyptian—and others he could not identify.
He walked the length and breadth of the
shelf looking for something with the title Grimoire
of Shadow but he found nothing with that title. Frustrated, he sat on the
floor in the bright light and stared at the spines of the books until he heard
the demon say, “I can give you the gift
of interpretation and speech, if you but ask for it.”
“And what will that do for me?” asked
Stern out loud.
“You
can speak with every creature in your universe and read every text.” He
paused, as a white moth fluttered into the light and landed on Stern’s knee. “If you intend becoming that which you are,
then you must possess the weapons necessary to achieve it.”
“Weapons?” said Stern. He felt drowsy
and attenuated.
“Magic
is based on knowledge, words really, and blood. To become a shaman or a mage
you must master the languages so as to be able to speak the spells.”
“I understand that,” said Stern. “I want
that.”
“Then
I gift you the gift of interpretation and speech. Do you accept it freely?” He nodded and hundreds of moths descended
into the light and landed on the flagged stones of the floor.
When Stern looked at the shelves again,
he read every title in its own language and quickly discerned that some were
not works of from his world; that some of the texts were from other planes,
other spheres.
And once he knew he could read the title
of the book he sought, he saw it almost directly in front of him; its title written
in the runic language of Niflheim, the underworld, the ice realm of Okeanus,
the watery plane.
“Demon, I have heard of Okeanus before,”
he called out, experiencing a sudden feeling of fear and loneliness. “What is
it?”
“It
is not time yet for you to know. But you are right. You have heard of Okeanus.”
The moth fluttered and rose from the
floor, as if his fears disturbed them.
“Take
the book from the shelf and turn to the spell called ‘the ward of assassins.’”
He stood and waded through the thousands
of moths covering the floor, sliding his feet in order not to crush one of the
creatures and pulled the book from the shelf. It was a thin text, leather
bound, with pure white sheets of onion skin paper. No more than a hundred pages
with runic text only on the right side. He instantly loved the way the guttural
language of Niflheim sounded on his tongue and he read a passage aloud, as the
moths’ wings fluttered in ecstasy.
The spell he sought was near the middle of the text.
Along with the words of the spell was a diagram of a ward he must draw on the
floor of his room. He sat down and pulled a notepad from the pocket of his
tunic and copied the spell and the diagram. He then returned the book to the
shelf and thanked the demon.
The light extinguished and he awoke in
the gloom of the basement illuminated only by the feeble oil lamps. His head
pounded and he felt nauseous.
Cardenas held his head off the floor and
he felt blood dripping from his nose.
He croaked when he tried to speak; his
throat was ragged and raw.
“What happened to you?” said Cardenas,
helping him to his feet. “You dropped to the floor, as if someone struck you.”
“I have to get back to my room. I'm
going to be sick,” he whispered.
Back upstairs, he rushed to the toilet
and threw up. His head was spinning, as well as his stomach. “Have you poisoned
me, demon?” But there was no answer.
He staggered through the pouring rain to
his barracks and up the stairs to the second floor where the senior cadets resided.
Once in his room, he stripped off his uniform and hung the wet clothes near the
coal-burning fire to dry. Nude he caught a glimpse of his tall, thin
blue-skinned body, his long dark hair and almost azure eyes and understood why some
cadets found him so bizarre. Many thought the Argyll beautiful and exotic but
others were repulsed, terrified of their beauty. He quickly pulled on a robe,
embarrassed by his vanity. How many times had cadets approached him when drunk
and made indecent proposals? The military academy was a man’s world and homosexuality
was a norm among the younger cadets. Later, as they grew older, they eschewed
their earlier infatuations and denied the sexual underworld of the
institution.
He opened his notebook and reviewed his
notes. His memory of the book and the spell was eidetic; a new phenomenon for
him. He suspected it was part of the demon’s gift.
Before he retired to bed, he secured the
door of his room and then drew a circle on the floor. Within the circle he drew
two triangles to form a six-pointed star; each point touching the circumference
of the circle. At each point he dribbled a drop of his own blood from a
pinprick he made in his finger, as he recited the spell from the book.
Finished, he pulled his half-bed from the wall over the drawing and doused the
lights of his gas lamp. Only a red glow
from the coals smoldering in the grate lit the room.
The effects of the encounter with the
demon were passing and he was becoming drowsy. As he fell asleep, he thought
about the war in the Maya-tan and he thought he heard his mother’s voice.